"That's very rude. How un-staff-like of you."
How am I rude? I am just telling the truth.
Didn't you spam our forum? Didn't you ask for recommendations? Just because you apply for staff!
"Application blacklisted, and told to keep quiet."
When did the staff told you to be quiet?
It's just all you making about those dramas.
"implying I am a terrible person"
I never say you are a terrible person, but if you self admit that, why not?
If a person tells you what you did wrong, he is trying to teach you, help you...