I know that you've been through hard times
Although it may not be true. But what really gets me frustrated is how you've been acting for the past two months after you got demoted.
You've been spamming people's msgs.
You've been PS griefing.
You probably have done other things that I don't know.
How I fix my problems
I think about it. I question myself and say, "What am I doing? Is this benefiting me?"
If I am not benefiting myself - then I would stop. If I didn't know what I was doing, I would stop
I think if what I am doing is harming or annoying to the player.
if it is, I stop and say, "Sorry for doing this and that."
If they didn't accept my apology, I would try and help them on several occasions.
Like if they were going through hardship, or if they had a problem with the server.
I kept in my mind how these things helped me become a moderator. I also knew that people depended on me to help them - Not joke around with them and try to ruin their gameplay.
I try my best to help those in need. Especially people who have been attacked by trollers that destroyed their PS.
If I wasn't enough help. Then I would really try my hardest to benefit the player.
Keep in mind Darky, You were a role model to people. If you keep on doing things like this, no one will like you. I think that you should do things that helped you become a moderator, and keep doing these things.
Who knows? Maybe some day - you'll become a mod again, until then my friend.