Hey everyone!, it's been a while since ive posted and i want to talk about the past from 2020,

So i wanna clear up with 2 things with this Commodore640 Situation, 2 years ago, regarding with the situation where i sent a post with Commodore640 spreading rumors about me with this /sudo situation

I admit to lying about these Commodore640 situation, what happened was, i wanted to troll some people when i was staff, this includes servers on here which ill not say because i was banned on the forums last time, anyways i did the /sudo command, i was addicted to sudoing people for stuff and i sudoed Commodore640 to say something i would had not said which was wrong, this caused commodore to go chaos and tell the owner what i have done, so they had made a poll to demote me and the poll was to demote me, and most people wanted me demoted so i was demoted for the allegations i did to Commodore640, and my first post i made was something i could not joke about which was "This Rumors is making me Depressed" which i was wrong for doing that, and as of now, i've have changed a bit and have stopped with that, also can confirm, i don't know about the situation about me begging for op on a server, either that was false or i did that and i forgot,

I also wanted to word with all my Allegations with rank abusing, stat log, toxicity, arguing, and at times, showing staff in vanish

the reasoning why i did this because i have been feeling not good, back then, half of more of the CubedCraft Community hated me, bullied me, sent me threats, and, cuz of that, i had released all of my anger and stress and kept breaking rules,

the few that bullied me the most was Vqlp, Tominous, Miisa04, DebitCardz, NoobSkillz, and more which i'll not add for this situation

and also because when people bullied me and sent me threats, they don't get banned, but when i snap at them for bulling me, i get muted, warned, or banned from the server, like AmericanShogun_ banned me because i was defending myself because a guy was bullying me, and sent me death threats, and i got a 15 days ban, luckily they shortened my ban but he called me a bad boy in the ban reason for some reason, as of now, i have learnt and stopped with my actions, even know almost everyone on cubed still hates me, i have stopped rank abusing, stat log, being toxic to players, [i still am but not as bad] Arguing with staff, and i accidentally showed staff in vanish once or twice last/this year but other than that, not as much,

now one more thing i have to clear up which is

The Grief of MinePVP in early July of 2019,

so what happened, i was doing a bit of trolling back in the day still, and did the unthinkable, and griefed someone's treehouse, which was AIIIIIT house if thats the correct IGN, and i griefed it, and i blamed Xaleeza for that because i was giving her payback cuz of something bad she did a bit before the fact, but i was confused because they somehow knew it was me until i did not know about CoreProtect, i was banned off cubed for 5 days and this caused alot of backlash to me, so for some reason a court date was made for me and Xaleeza, but somehow WeakPotato believed me and i think both of us did not get in trouble at that time, and the whole time i was lying if i was asked about that situation, i admit to the grief and it was not Xaleeza, 

Now thats all i have here for now, i think theres more but won't disclose at this time,

thx

SurvivalV4*

if staff seen my first post please tell me to remove the post instead of banning me thanks

i have made a server called SurvivalV2 please join the server using /join SurvivalV2 [if this is not allowed please tell me to delete it instead of banning me]